I feel so bad today.

  I don't want to lose any game.

  But  I never win today.

  We lost the game.

  I feel very sad.

  I don't want that.

  I need to try my best.

  I am lack of confidence.

  I am lack of courage.

  I lost myself.

  I need to know what am I doing，

  I want to be stronger.

  I want to be outstanding.

  I can try my best.

  I need confidence.

  But I say many times on the process of my maturing.

  I lost my saying.

  I am so crowd.

  I need couragement.

  I need to work hard.

  I had the brave heart.

  I need to stand out and say hi man what is up？

  I need to be better.

  I want to find myself.

  I can do that.

  I say I can do that，

  I am a man now.

  I pray to my god，

  I pray to my life.

  I can do it.

  I need to do it.

  I pray to my heart.

  I can do it.

  I can do my best.

  I can find myself.

  I must find myself.

  I don't want my family shame.

  I don't want my father dispointed.

  I don't want to see my girlfriend cry.

  I don't want my brother being silent.

  I don't want my sister being sad.

  I want all people who love me be good.

  I need to be better.

  I promise to my heart.

  I promise to my sky.

  I promise to my life.

  I promise to my love.

  Never give up myself.

  I can do it.